After a series of health problems starting with back surgery in September 2014, involving additional surgery to correct that surgery in February 2015; I developed a series of seizures after a meningitis/pneumonia infection. I had a blood transfusion at the time to correct my anemia. Maybe that was the origin of the infection. Now I'll need a fairly long rehabilitation to get back to a healthier state. The strangest thing I find about all this is that I was so anxious and in pain that I wanted to die. It just felt like the right time. I don't remember most of my delusions and hallucinations. I don't remember biting one of the nurses or believing setting EEG wires into my scalp as a hair style. The delusion of flying through a long thin tube, passing through the history of my life until I was suddenly cut short was the scariest roller coaster I've ever taken. The next almost as bad delusion was flying through an infinitely long numerical tube, waiting for
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